Set Backs

Sometime has passed since I last posted. I, myself, know that this is a long and bumpy journey. I also know that other life factors are going to impact the outcomes of choices I make.

I have stopped journaling everyday, as a matter of fact I have not journaled since October 5th. I feel guilty and I feel that I have let myself down. Realizing these feelings are important since it helps me to see that I am doing this for myself and not for others, because I do not feel that I am letting my family down.

Thanksgiving is now over, thank goodness. That was a stressful weekend. In laws are not talking to me. As a mater of fact the individual not talking to me was here last night, came and dropped off stuff and left.

I know stress isn't good and that if I got rid of it I would probably start losing some weight. My stressful situations are two things, in laws and lack of job.

Here's hoping things improve soon!

The Beginning of a New Week and Fresh Start

Well a week has past since I last put anything on here. I feel kind of guilty but realize that when life outside of cyber-world is taking hold you need to go with the flow. I wasn't feeling all that great last week, paired with trying to get a job, I wasn't in the right frame of mind to come on here and look at my goals and do research. But now I am back on track and here I am about to set some goals for the week.

My goals for this week are:

1. Make healthier choices
2. Go for a walk at least three times this week
3. Look at some sites to help motivate me

There I did it! I have no idea how much I weigh this week because I still need to get a scale. My family and I are going to get YMCA memberships together (maybe they are starting to see that I need support along this journey).

For now I am off to look at some websites.