Set Backs

Sometime has passed since I last posted. I, myself, know that this is a long and bumpy journey. I also know that other life factors are going to impact the outcomes of choices I make.

I have stopped journaling everyday, as a matter of fact I have not journaled since October 5th. I feel guilty and I feel that I have let myself down. Realizing these feelings are important since it helps me to see that I am doing this for myself and not for others, because I do not feel that I am letting my family down.

Thanksgiving is now over, thank goodness. That was a stressful weekend. In laws are not talking to me. As a mater of fact the individual not talking to me was here last night, came and dropped off stuff and left.

I know stress isn't good and that if I got rid of it I would probably start losing some weight. My stressful situations are two things, in laws and lack of job.

Here's hoping things improve soon!